DIS WHOLE WEEK 4 ME IS TENSION WEEK...TOO MUCH PRESSURE D..!!!

Err..Hw to start r?Okla...1st in d morning i reach school quite late which is 7.20am... Den after i put my bag,me n saruhi go assembly area... After dat nth else la..all as usual... Recess tym as usual wif d gang lo... Wad else r? 1 word..Critisize , critisize , critisize...errghhh... ask dem wad dey xpuas hati wif me, devia say stay bc nex friday if u cn...swt... Minase pula evn worst.. Point to Eri ask me ask her...point her, point there..until 2mrw oso xda answer...swt... After sch oso same lo... whike waiting d tym 4 meeting "HIM" (actuali i 4gt d...) den js talking wif d gang n felt im abandon cs of d "ex-member ting"..I feel i shouldnt create d club den tis wnt happen...Zzz...den i saw him standing at d bridge frm d canteen... Since d gang is there n eri is crying,i tot mayb late abit..Manatau dat Vivian go shouted frm far "Yuki,ur bf is here!!!" wallao eh.. I din tell devia cs i noe she wil critisize...I din tel saruhi cs their mouth vry vry damn cruel.. Nw d whole school noe d cs her voice damn loud... Sudenly sereeta cme tell me abt him...N devia is d one who tell... Fantastic...

After school all meetings, me,minase n eri went mcd..N after half n hr asking dem, finali start point 1...which is jaga their property properly... Den i say It was by accident..U tink i so siao go destroy ppl's ting on purpose...Den some others langsung gt nth to do wif my personality/attitude...swt... Some says "D style of walking lyk guy.." wad d hell gt to do wif my attitude? Den gt 1 more lagi worst "Mix wif shana n nikki more often." Hello...All was ok last yr until after pmr..cs i feel lyk im d oni looser in d gang...semua account la, senior la , sciencestream la... Me, d oni art class...I feel sunting bt idk wad...Feel un-easy..So i mix wif gaby more cs feels lyk sisters or sumting. wah,dat eri tink she so keng izit? "Js shut up,listen n accept it!" Weh,kebebasan bersuara takda wan r? huh? in d gang if i sudenly interupt, i may get attention bt they will dun lyk dat ma...so mah let dem talk lo... They js talk their own story... Den totali abandon me...kecuali Gaby la... Den mah dun care lo..biasa d.. As long wen they need advice,they cme ask frm me den ok d...Dats y i lyk to mix wif seniors n juniors...Js nw in d bus,my old penyakit datang balik d... My fren throw paper at me..her target is inside my shirt..So i pula,balas balik...Manatau all my bullet cuncun masuk mia...LOL... d ending r, all 3 ppl attack me...Wen i go in d shower, hujan kertas frm my shirt...swt...

2mrw need stay bc..I tell my mum d truth,dia naik marah n ask me dun stay bc.. Den wan me tell wad? I gt ceramah kah? Den she waill say "tell lie need cut tongue 1.." swt... I hope tomoro morning my mum will change her mind la..if nt i hv to pang pueh ki Jun liao...Today's bullet nt so teruk la...Ok nia la... 1st they change my keburukan,nw they wanna change my style..swt... Ltr if too girly, OMG! i sendiri will faint...